In a fantasy world, this would bring you back.

But this isn't fantasy and that's not why I did it.

I was tired of being tired. And I didn't know what else to do.

While it sounds overly dramatic, I did it to save myself. To save the tiny piece of me that still believes in happily ever after and romance.  

I meant every word, I do hope one day we can be friends. Today is not that day. Tomorrow is not looking..either.