The Truth We Aren't Supposed to Admit

I would pick my single life over a relationship with just any ole' body any day, everyday. But it doesn't change that fact I still want that special one.

"The longer I sat at the table, the more alone I felt.
It really hit me: I am 35 and alone.
- You are not alone. 
No, I know I have you guys.
I hate myself for saying this, but it felt really sad not to have a man in my life who cares about me.
No special guy to wish me happy birthday.
No goddamn soul mate.
I don't even know if I believe in soul mates."

Fin.