accountablity

I am to blame.

Maybe not fully, but partially.

My current state is partly my own doing. Partly my own decisions to continue on an easier path, but not the true path of my choice. Partly because I can't stay the course to get what I want.

I've expected others to respect my decisions, but they don't and I don't force them to.

So my frustration, is really on me. I can be mad at others, but I also need to be mad at myself.

It's a very cliched statement, "If you aren't happy where you are, then do something to change it".

I think today is the day I will.